You Don't Know Me

I can't say my name. I chose to be anonymous so that I could really express what's in my heart. It's not my first time to have a blog. I have another blog that's full of hypocritic entries.

I'm a bothered Filipina teenager still searching what's missing in my life. Yeah, I'm a girl. I am still a virgin but I masturbate. People think I'm cool, but I'm actually weird. You know, I have feelings that I can't explain. I don't really say what I feel towards other people, even my parents. I don't say that I love them. If I hate someone, I just kept inside my emotions. Most of the time, I'm sad but I always pretend that I'm happy, that I don't have problems. It's very hard to pretend but I have to do this because I don't want other people to think that I'm pathetic. I belong to the "cool" people. I'm sociable. I love to party. This is me. I think, I'm ironic.

I hope there will be people who will read my thoughts. I'll try to update this regularly.